I guess I’m just going to keep posting these.
I took that this morning. Honestly, I mostly took it because I wanted to take one with AP there in person. It is lovely to see those two solid lines, though. I love it!
I’ve been thinking a lot about Malcolm and hoping that, wherever he is, he is happy and feeling good. I hope he’s passing some of those good feelings on to us and his future brother or sister. I hope he never feels forgotten or unloved or that we’ve “moved on” from him and onto another. He will always be such a gigantic part of my heart and my life. We will be better, healthier parents because of him. We owe him everything.
I miss him every day. I am so ecstatic over the possibility of another baby, but I miss my son every day and that’s never going to change.